||[Nov. 14th, 2006|12:52 am]
|||||chop me up - three 6 mafia & justin timberlake||]|
well its hell week
i have the entire cappies room to do.
i dont know if i have enough stuff....yea awesome
im kind of scared of eiswert reloaded (mr. b) uhhh idk why he just kinda makes me feel uneasy
my parents are trying to decide what surgery to do with patrick it looks like he'll be in a body cast from the waist down for 9 months, which sucks becuase ill have to leave my baby for college then when i come home for fall break we'll see if the surgery works. He is getting a new radical surgery that has never been done on a 5 year old, but he has one of the best surgeons doing it. BUT he also might have his surery in minnesota or some other M state, which means flying with sick baby, and having all follow up meetings there. so we'll see
and i know people feel bad for me, but i wish more people know what its like. it's almost to the point of frustration when all you get are sad faces from people and "awww" and all you want is a face of reassurance and understanding. and thats relaly all i have for a rant. not many or really any of my friends have gone through this so i cant be mad at them for being sorry.
whatever...i dont really like having feelings. fuck it
and also it feels weird being a senior becuse for the past 3 years ive look up at the seniors and seen how big and grown up they were, and i dont feel that way at all.
yikes, i should get this paper done.