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hmmm [Aug. 15th, 2007|04:50 pm]
Sexy Rexi
[music |some TPain song (he's my BF)]

for some reason i felt like i should update even though its been like 6 months

patrick finished chemo and now is one his way to walking again
high school ended
senior week killed
summer was amazing
spent most of it babysitting little shits
went to OC for like 9 days
killed my liver a bit
now im packing

its beyond weird.
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2007|10:45 am]
Sexy Rexi
its over 
i cried a lot, i was the first one to cry...GO FIGURE
its upsetting

but then i get to go to college...
but i do TURN 18 IN 2 DAYS!!!!!

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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2007|10:54 pm]
Sexy Rexi
[music |Bubbly- Colbie Caillat]

Patrick's tumor is 97% dead
that means he is on the way to recovery
he only has 17 weeks left of chemo
this makes me very happy.
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2006 [Dec. 31st, 2006|12:15 am]
Sexy Rexi
[music |regina spektor - radio]

im pretty sure we all know that 2006 for me was great untill september
so i wont get into that

but i can say that it was an amazing and eye opening year

what i learned:

*that junior year is managable...kind of
*the ms clouspy and i will always hate eachother
*never underestimate the parallel parking portion of the driving test...haha
*sweeney todd was the best and only musical i saw in 2006 (so worth it)
*i love norwegian people
*yeat again for i think the 3rd year in a row mother still thinks im fat
*CAPPIES still hates b.co and cville 
*hopes were crushed with england
*i gained a HUGE tolerance over the summer LIKE A CHAAAMP
*i tried new things...and i will always blame juba
*4th of July is my fave holiday
*I started getting senioritis in JULY
*YEARBOOK CAMP WAS AMAZING and caused the reapperance of church boooyy
*I went on amazing adventures with my friends
*i realized just how much i liked sarah skolnik :)
*im going to college
*september 27th was the worst day of my life
*im stronger then i ever thought i was

i just want 2007 to fix my baby and get me to philly
(but i will take senior week and norway, of course)
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im your dreeeam giirl [Dec. 26th, 2006|10:02 am]
Sexy Rexi

it was pretty much amazing, and i wanted half the pretty dresses and i want to be j.hud and i want to sing my feelings!

sarah and i were the only white people in the theatre and everyone looked at us like we got lost or something.

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the holidays [Dec. 24th, 2006|07:30 pm]
Sexy Rexi
i hate the holidays
i hate having my mother get every chance she can to tell me im fat
i hate having everyone remind me of my family "situation"
its not a situation, it's cancer.
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hmm [Dec. 18th, 2006|05:02 pm]
Sexy Rexi
so im not sure if i got the crazy gene from my mother
but all i know id that my future is leaning towards medical help

oy vey.

ps- i hate high school and everyday i'm there
pps- winter break in 4 days and i want fun stuff to do!
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2006|12:10 am]
Sexy Rexi

and im recieving half tuition!
and i got a lead in the musical!
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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2006|01:38 am]
Sexy Rexi

i want break.
so i can see my college friends
and do this.

i miss it.
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2006|12:52 am]
Sexy Rexi
[music |chop me up - three 6 mafia & justin timberlake]

well its hell week
i have the entire cappies room to do.

i dont know if i have enough stuff....yea awesome
im kind of scared of eiswert reloaded (mr. b) uhhh idk why he just kinda makes me feel uneasy

my parents are trying to decide what surgery to do with patrick it looks like he'll be in a body cast from the waist down for 9 months, which sucks becuase ill have to leave my baby for college then when i come home for fall break we'll see if the surgery works. He is getting a new radical surgery that has never been done on a 5 year old, but he has one of the best surgeons doing it. BUT he also might have his surery in minnesota or some other M state, which means flying with sick baby, and having all follow up meetings there. so we'll see

and i know people feel bad for me, but i wish more people know what its like. it's almost to the point of frustration when all you get are sad faces from people and "awww" and all you want is a face of reassurance and understanding. and thats relaly all i have for a rant. not many or really any of my friends have gone through this so i cant be mad at them for being sorry.

whatever...i dont really like having feelings. fuck it

and also it feels weird being a senior becuse for the past 3 years ive look up at the seniors and seen how big and grown up they were, and i dont feel that way at all.

yikes, i should get this paper done.
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